Feel Sorry

In that time of need
By your side, I wasn't there indeed
When you are with the tears
By your side, I didn't appear

Drip one by one, your tears
And my heart wounds
No cheers
Hurt only we found

This sorrow, continue to grow
Hearts blood turn into snow
This sorry, hard to bury
Brains logic falls unsteady

I'm sorry, sorry, and sorry
Would you listen to me
My love...
I need this misery move
Away from our love

This is the story of our love
Ain't it?
Not the misery moreover evil shove
Ain't it?

Sorry, sorry, and sorry
That's all I can be
My lovely...
That's not I used to be

March

March 1st, 2011
We’re having a chit chat about my bussiness
We talk about it a whole day
I know sometimes I can be a pain in the ass…
I neglect you, but then I will be sorry
I miss you when I’m in sorry
I want your kiss that night to make sure my love get your response
I’m sorry and I love you


11 P.M

It’s 11 P.M
I miss you?
Yes, I am
Wondering you

I was imbalance
Just like venus avalanche
Please give me a kiss
A goodnight kiss



The Constellation

Maybe you are the path
I used to listen to my heart
Path of Faith
Flawless faith

We’re meant to be one
You know we are
If you are the sky
Then I am your star

God, make this forever
The sky and the star
Constellation…
And the ornamentation

As you’re my path
As I’m taking a faith



March 9th, 2011
Wew, Monday morning was about calculus first test
Do you remember we had a treaty if one of us had a lower grade would sing?
You must remember, eh?
But, I was not sure my grade would be better than yours
But still, I love you


Sing Greeting

Love greeting from me
Look at the sky sing do re mi
My ears jumping ready
To listen you sing in front of me



March 10th, 2011
You always call me that I am your ecstacy
Sounds negative, eh?
But, what the hell, I love it
Haha, I love you Cipe


Your Ecstacy

I am your ecstacy
Then you are my life
I am in a fantasy
When ou smile me alive

The snow in your eyes
Blinks beautifully
You in my eyes
Staring tenderly

Over the night and the moon
Sealing my sorrow and misery
Sun, please tell her, I’ll meet her soon
Release my longing tenderly



March 10th, 2011
Your grandma forbided you to not take a bath
Yes I agree, you shouldn’t take a bath in a chill night
If I can, I will warm you a water for you to take a bath
Because I know you’re so tired and need a reflexing and taking a bath will be good
I even have willing to warm a water by a small heater, hahaha, are you kidding me?
Nope, I mean it, I realy love you


Sleeping Meya 2

Rainy day, too cold to lay
Can’t asleep, yet you wanna take a bath
Don’t you feel cold, Mey?

Night silently sings
Mimo’s sleeping
You mumble cold
Wanna rest your shard
Don’t you feel sleepy, Mey?

Sky’s yawning
Cloud’s snoring
Your body hate the cold
Along the night won’t hold
I know you are sleepy, Mey

Here if you’re sleepy
My poem to warm your body
Here if you get chill
A hug before a goodnight kiss

:Hugs…
:-*



March 14th, 2011
Once again, I feel so adore you
You have a big heart and great understanding
I really appreciate your love
I love you my wonderful Cipe


Purple Hills

You have a lot of loves
As a thousand flowers in purple hills

You are full of understanding
Eversince my heart’s in all spring

You care like we share
So much, like morning sunglare

Over rhyme and dance
Stay with me until the end



March 14th, 2011
When I hold your hand, I feel so adore you
When you stare me, I fall in love so much
The way you talk to me, seize my whole attention
I love you Cipe, really love you…
In that night when I see stars in the sky


My Universe

The sky in your eyes
Green plain’s living in your hands
The sun on your face
Where the clouds belong the lands

Wind moving within your gaze
Sunrise in your smile
Sunset winks amaze
I stop breathing a while

Raining on your face
Setting up glumly wet
Rainbow that appears
Lie behind your eyelids

You’re my light heart
Grab my hand and I start
To see a star
My lucky morning star

Sitting on my side
Smiling me in a glance
Oh my, make me feel
A beautiful world with you



March 17th, 2011
That evening day, we have fun so much
In that Informatic class at Fisika 219
And why my longing is still hanging?
I don’t know, what I know is I love you so much
I look at your smile
Swear, a second in my life I was afraid
I was afraid to not be able seeing your smile again
The smile that you love me
I love you Meya, I really don’t wanna lose you in my life


What If

Honey, world goes arround
I feel lost today
Let’s circumnavigate the ground
But our feet insist to stay

All’s happening in 219
Bring to my heart the evergreen
The stars that we both trace
Blushing in both our face

Oh, we home, walk or dance
Step by step, the flower toe and black vans
2 men in cage of Math
2 loves, me, you, are we match?

See my star smiles on me
A second I was afraid
What if I can’t see you the next day?
All I can do is staring you whole day



March 18th, 2011
You asked me a poem
Maybe you miss me like I miss you
And maybe that's the way we miss each other
Pleasing something that fondling
I didn't get the feel but I insist my instinct to make it
After all, the moon's shining bright, gives me an idea
Maybe, it's too late and you fell asleep already
I'm sorry, but still I did it because I love you
No matter it was so late, few minutes past midnight
I still love you
I love you Meya


Moon and Me

Moon with her throne
Tonight with the stars frown
Be witness she's with me by my own
Other star just begone

Moon, look at her
As she rave your own
As I want her
To be my forever one

The sky surrounding us
The clouds wave sings for us
The breeze wind jest clemently
Told us to be not so worry

Dream and all the session
Paint clearly on the skies tread
We do, keep the vision
No need to be afraid

Moon, make her convinced
By your light under us
I love her so intense
Only you and love among us



March 18th, 2011
What we promised in that Thursday noon, I won't forget it
Did I bother you, Meya?
I know you will be upset when you know this silly question
But this silly things shaded me in that whole Thursday
What am I supposed to do?
I just can't get separated with you in a long time
It only holds for a half day, haha you're so lovely
Whatever we promised that Thursday, I can't deal it
I'm sorry, but my reason is because I love you a lot


Bird's Song

My falling tree, may falling heart
Did you hear I was stop breathing?
No sad, no pain, not hurt
Am I still living?

What was that sound made me bliss?
It was our voice, I wish
The voice of promises
Sing it clearly, please

I'm surrounded with that dim voices
Did you feel the same?
Is this beauty belong to world true faces?
Or is this just a game?

I woke up and I realized
That was birds sound
So, we had sung under the elm
It was a melodious song

Youre dancing in my head
The Thursday song is the music
As beautiful as the song of the birds
The melodies in my head stick

I wanna live like this
Whre my head's full of you
Like what the birds wish
I wanna be always singing with you



March 19th, 2011
Wew, this is a hard day, do you feel it too, Cipe?
Do you mumble hard? Haha, kidding…
You've been asked by the people to do their job
Shame on them, ask my exquisite Cipe
Sigh, what selfish friends they are
But my dear, no matter how hard the day, I'm still loving you
That's the reason why my heart's still singing eventhough in a hard day
That's the way I say 'I love you'


A Mind Serenade

Swimming into the task
Swarm of job like they ask
Your friend's cruel
And my job is full

Late night, late in reply
Early morning, early say hi
I was sending, yet I myself was neglecting
I was sorry, now still happening

But when I miss you
You miss me too
I want hot chocolate for two
Like you want it too

Honey, I'm in a serenade, imagining you
In curiousity and wondering clue
Don't you mind I'm in a big curious
You should show you're hilarious



March 20th, 2011
You're exhausted after become 'Pager Ayu'
You must be tired from that awful activity
So do I, I have a full-trouble day
The tasks that's piling, burden me a lot
But, my heart's touched knowing your message
Your condition make me melting
Suddenly, holy things inside my heart show up
Raise up until my head and burst into some amusing words
A loving words from heart to heart
Hope it will heal your dizzy
I love you Meya



Cup of Noodle

Slurp, slurp, noodle surfing
Get hungry, no time waste
Spring, spring, my heart's singing
Get posted a loving message

Slurp, slut! A noodle jump into Farid's eyeball
Farid humbling, "hiiissss…"
Cipe, Cipe, wondering I call
Running, hug, and kiss

Meg, Meg, your Cipe's tired
Do something for her
Yes, yes, the news Meg wins karikatur!
Cipe's smiling, she's already better

February

12th February 2011
It’s you my love
You were ill and I had nothing to do
You asked me to express my love and I did
I love you, be well soon…


HARD TO SAY

When love is hard to say
When love is a difficult essay
When love set my whole day
When my love is only for Mey

That’s when my heart blooms
My day blushes
My tears shrinks
My time dims

When you show your gorgeous
Your tenderness
With you all in purples
Shy fearless

That’s when I say I love you, Mey



February 15th, 2011
You had a headache
Maybe, you are too force yourself
I’m sorry I can’t do anything in that evening
I just can cheer you up with my poem, hope you’ll get better


Sleeping Meya

Heavy day, worst to pay
Not to spend, yet you fight whole day
Don’t you feel tired, Mey?

Mazda’s rumbling
Mio’s dashing
You mumble hard
But never broke your heart
Don’t you feel tired, Mey?

Sky’s crying
Cloud’s dimming
Your spirit, throughout rushing
Along the way your brave diving
Don’t you feel tired, Mey?

Here if you’re tired
My shoulder to lay
Here if you get dizzy, Mey
A kiss for goodnight



Feburary 17th, 2011
I have a spirit today
You know why?
That’s Meya!
Because of her I have a spiritful day.
You won’t imagine what’s the effect because it’s unimaginable!
She’s so meaningful to me.
I love you Meya.


MORNING MEYA

She greets me
As wonderful as the star of the sea
Naked me, shy
But, no one will deny
She’s my morning blue sky



February 20th, 2011
Meya, why you sad…
Am I the reason of your tears…?
I am sorry to make you so worry
But, hey, tomorrow will be held a calculus test
You must not worry about me
I don’t wanna make your day drawn to black
I give you my heart as your light
Because I love you so much


CHEERS MEYA

A night in the dark
A light that won’t spark
Calculus test for tomorrow
But all’s getting sorrow

Here’s my light to borrow
I won’t let you sorrow
The stars in the dark sky tha’s getting brighter
Just don’t be sad even don’t seem better

I’ll have my light shared
No need to beware
With you in my heart
I’ll keep you warm and bright



February 26th, 2011
You ask me to make a promise
Promise to stay with you and don’t ever give up to any problems that burden us
But of course!
I’d like to stay with you…
I love you, always…


I PROMISE

My spirit burns
Ignite my heart wick
And burst the colors
Just like a fireworks

My love is a fountain
Higher than mountain
Just like a firework rain

I’m your firework’s art
I am the heart
That’s the way I live in your heart

Honey, I promise you a word
We’re gonna see the spark
We’ll handle any problems together
As we walk together



February 28th, 2011

We’ve had fun all day long, and I’m supposed to say something about my feeling!
But…
Maybe in another chance, you let me tell it to you
I loveyou my lovely Cipe


Can’t Say A Word

Cipe, I wanna say, I love you a lot
But my mouth can’t say a word

I wanna whisper, I love you at all
But my throat falls

I wanna call you, I love you so much
But my finger won’t touch

I wanna text you what I feel
It’s killing me still

January

January 11th, 2011
It’s raining and I am trapped in somewhere
I miss you, Meya

WAIT UNTIL THE RAIN STOP

I have my eyes staring
At rain in lain
Dripped my head like fountain
Flowing in my brain

My sweetheart…
Even chilling cold outside
My heart feels warmth
I feel you, here aside

So peaceful, my beloved
I just have to wait
I know the rain will be stoped
But my longing for you won’t stop


12th January 2011
I want you to know how’s my feel inside
How big my love is
Hope it will always be


YOU IN MY LIFE

You are my love
You are my life
You make me alive
You are what I feel

Everyday and night
You are what I am
Either in dark or light

You’re more than friend
You are my love
Until the very end

You are what I care for
You are what I dream
You hold me together
From every stitch and seam

If u r disliked
Then I fiend their liked
Just remember as you feel
You are part of me



30th January 2011
I sent you a chemistry modul but it’s not complete without my poem.
It reminds me about that evening in love
Haha, You’re my love after all.


ME + YOU = CHEMISTRY

I can feel you inside
You earthly excite me so
React my heart between shy
The emotions to have you

When I hold your hand
Your skin unite mine
Feeling the rush of your bloodstream
The frequency sends melodies
That’s vibrating my soul

You did it to my very soul, ignite
You are the pure light
That’s shining so bright
It all mean our world unite

It doesn’t compound suspension nor koloid
Yes, my dear, mine and your heart
It is reacting to unite
Understanding each other